My late brother.
How am I going to get married with him not being around anymore?
I just can't imagine being at a family gathering where everyone is suppose to be happy, excited (and exhausted at the same time), and he is just not there!
I am heading towards the less healthy side of the emotional string. I am starting to feel angry again for not having him here. And my wedding date is so close to the anniversary of the day he went away!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am sure that I will be happy (InsyaAllah) with the marriage, but this guilt that I still and would always have for not being by his side when he passed away, not being able to kiss him goodbye one last time..........it will absolutely haunt me for the rest of my life.
I went into my brother's room just now, and I just sat down and cried. He is just not here anymore. And he is never going to be here again. Never again.
I just want to have him back.
|Jordans Sneakers |
March 19, 2012 04:00 PM PDT
Great stuff here.
|mehmet 蔒lik |
March 5, 2010 09:06 PM PST
do you speak turkish
May 21, 2009 06:01 PM PDT
i agree with both of ur friends.. he's always there inside ur heart. don't ever forget. ;)
anyways, sorry for not able to attend the wedding. have a great one! Godbless.
May 1, 2009 10:17 PM PDT
You have so much love towards your late brother.
I may not know your late brother, but I'm sure he would be extremely proud and happy to have such a loving onechan.
Have a brilliant wedding!
March 13, 2009 12:09 AM PDT
He's there, my dear, always there beside you, watching every step you take, and guarding you.
He's there, my dear, he's there inside your heart.
He's over there, my dear, praying for his lovely sister's happiness and success..all the time. All the time.
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